Because of Clouds

Have you ever taken the time to watch the evolution of a sunrise or sunset? It is something I have often enjoyed, but not for a while. Life is busy. However, this week I sandwiched in a little dish duty before I had to work in the morning. I’m so glad I did.

This was the view outside my kitchen window that morning. The breaking forth of a new day. I watched as the light changed. At first a fiery promise, then shifting to an overall golden glow.

As I washed and watched, something hit me. The sunrise was so breathtaking because of the clouds. The variations gave the light different reference points to bounce off of. Without the clouds, the light would just break forth in full force. While still useful in helping us see and giving the earth warmth, it would have lacked the power to inspire. That is so much like life, isn’t it?

While we all would like smooth sailing and have things just go well, it is through the clouds and storms in our personal lives where our own inner beauty and strength are best born. It is actually the struggle that gives us depth and greater understanding. We learn more about ourselves and life. Think about those souls we admire who have lived through very challenging difficulties – Corrie Ten Boom, Helen Keller, Nelson Mandela, just to name a few. Then we have amazing heroes and heroines in the scriptures – Joseph of Egypt, Esther, Daniel, Abinadi, Helaman and the Stripling Warriors. I’m sure you know of people in your own circle too. They had hard experiences, but oh how they were shaped by them! What about yours?

I have grumbled more than a little about the hard of this semester. It has really stretched me. Not just the struggles with assignments but the balancing of school and all my other responsibilities. It has been rough and messy. I’ve definitely made mistakes, but I am learning from them. One of those lessons means I will tackle a lighter load moving forward. But as I look back, I also see some of the beauty.

In the October 2022 General Conference, Elder Anthony D. Perkins had this to say about adversity, “Refined souls can bear others’ burdens with true empathy and compassion. Refined souls who have come ‘out of great tribulation’ are prepared to joyfully live in God’s presence forever.”

I want to be worthy of those types of sunrises. Don’t you?

The Afterglow

**I felt like I needed to wait to publish this post for a few days and reflect on what I wrote. In the waiting, I had another thought come in regards to the clouds. They were made beautiful as they reflected the light of the Sun. They didn’t keep the brilliance and warmth for themselves. This weekend we have the opportunity to bask in the glow of inspired messages from men and women who are dedicating their lives to reflecting the Light of the Son of God – Jesus Christ. I encourage you to think about what light and hope you are in need of and join us this weekend. And bring someone with you. You both will come away lighter and brighter.

https://newsroom.churchofjesuschrist.org/event/april-2022-general-conference

Preparation in the Air

I’m so glad that God is one for second chances. And third and fourth as well. Sometimes I am amazed at my lack of spiritual listening and acting on nudges. It seems like lately I have missed so many. Have you ever felt that way?

Well, I am happy to announce that I did listen and act on at least one this week. I am interested to see where it leads. It feels like an important one. It must be. Because the Lord was sure persistent.

I became aware of the Work and Wonder company a few months ago as I was listening to a podcast. I was intrigued and checked out their site. I saw their General Conference workbook and thought, “That is cool. But I do not need another something to write in. I am not even using the things I have right now. I don’t have time.” I felt the whisper of a thought that it could be a good thing, but very quickly waved it aside. No time or energy.

I kept being reminded of it. A friend took the time to show me what she had just received – the W&W General Conference Workbook – and explained how she really enjoyed them. I felt a markedly stronger nudge that it was something I should check into. Stubbornly, I pushed it away. “Why would this be such a big deal for me? I don’t need one more thing to write in!”

Keep in mind that I have been praying for guidance to know what I needed to do. Pleading with the Lord for some direction in my life on a number of fronts. And here I was not listening. Sheesh. I am so grateful for the Lord’s patience. I think He understood my mental state these past few months. He knew I was exhausted. He knew I was overwhelmed. And He kept trying, offering little tidbits that He knew I would get eventually.

This week, amidst my crazy, I happened to get a notification about a live feed that W+W was doing about their workbook. I was getting ready to clean and thought it would be interesting to listen to. And Wow. How it spoke to my heart!

The discussion focused on the why behind the design and the photos chosen. I didn’t end up cleaning. I sat and soaked in what the Spirit was trying to help me see. Purpose. Truth. Guidance. I don’t know that I can even explain it. Tears are streaming down my face as I type this, remembering the experience. And I have cried each time I share it.

One particular story touched me to the core. I see so much of my life in it. Maybe you can relate. The photograph is entitled “The Light”. Two hands striving to reach the beautiful, almost ethereal light above. The photographer, Jess Kettle, shared how the picture came to be. She knew the shot she wanted, but had no idea how to create it. Then, amidst the busy and crazy of life, she found it. In a totally unexpected place, the Lord provided. It wasn’t planned and even a little tricky to capture. But it was there for those who had the eyes to see.

Oh how I needed that reminder. The Lord is there. He can provide amid the mess. He will reach our reaching. We just need to look. And He is so good that He will try again if we miss it the first time…or the third.

I finally purchased the workbook. It came yesterday. And yes, I needed it.

This card came with it. Another reminder. The Lord knows my language. And He knows yours. I so look forward to these next few weeks of reflection, preparation, General Conference, and Easter. I’m grateful for a God who sees and knows and patiently reaches. I pray I can learn to me more like Him each day.

**If you are interested, you can visit the Work and Wonder site here:

https://www.workandwonderco.com/

**You can watch the W+W Instagram Live with Jess Kettle on their Instagram under “videos”:

https://www.instagram.com/work.and.wonder/channel/